The Haunting Update

[tinhuvielartanis]

Since I've been in California, I have noticed a distinct change in my mood and my thought processes.

I do not think of Aunt Tudi 24/7 like I was doing. When I do, they are good memories, and I am sharing those with the Mother Unit.

It's not like I don't have my moments. I still envision her dying, but it's only happened a couple of times in the past two weeks.

My sleep isn't much better, but at least I can sleep a little each night.

This is the first time in two years that I've felt that everything was going to be alright.

Comments

[angstzeit.livejournal.com]

Wonderful news! Breaking unhealthy patterns is a great thing.

It just remembered that my mom quit smoking while she was visiting San Diego. She was there to help my sister when my nephew was born. So it seems to be a good place to reset.

[tinhuviel.livejournal.com]

Yes, it seems quite healthy. The people are super-nice and, even though I'm not fond of the perpetually sunny weather, it does allow for walking and getting out, which I was not doing.

Thank you for sticking by me through all this.

[angstzeit.livejournal.com]

It is awfully sunny. But it is sometimes grey and foggy in the mornings down by the ocean. I'm fond of grey, foggy beaches.

And you're most welcome.