The Haunting Update

[tinhuvielartanis]

Since I've been in California, I have noticed a distinct change in my mood and my thought processes.

I do not think of Aunt Tudi 24/7 like I was doing. When I do, they are good memories, and I am sharing those with the Mother Unit.

It's not like I don't have my moments. I still envision her dying, but it's only happened a couple of times in the past two weeks.

My sleep isn't much better, but at least I can sleep a little each night.

This is the first time in two years that I've felt that everything was going to be alright.

Comments

[mizliz.livejournal.com]

I had great hopes that a change of scene would make a big difference for you -- glad to hear that it is working. :)

[miintikwa.livejournal.com]

I am so glad for you.

[lunalelle.livejournal.com]

That is really good to hear. All in your time.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Such grand news! I am so grateful to read this. I was to the point of pinching your Uncle Michael long-distance.

[warkitty.livejournal.com]

I am so glad to hear this! Sometimes, you do need to change the scenery to get out of the pits. It's not running away from the problem in this case, it's leaving a toxic environment.

[circumspectly.livejournal.com]

I'm so relieved...and so, so happy for you. Having people around that you *want* to be around...and a change of scenery...and all that? PERFECT.

(((hugs)))

[paisley-daze.livejournal.com]

What a relief this must be for you. Happy for you and proud of you for being so brave as to travel so far from "home" to make an improvement in your life. That took courage.

[morriganwind.livejournal.com]

I am so relieved that a change of environment has helped :)

[dandelion-diva.livejournal.com]

I am so glad to read this.

[fosterkid]

I'm so very happy for you. During my move I'd often think of your move and had hopes this change of locale would do you good. I missed you when I was without the interweb. The first movie I watched once we had the TV hooked up and enough videos unpacked was Young Frankenstein. It made me feel connected to you even though we're thousands of miles apart. ♥

[emerald-ibis.livejournal.com]

Wonderful! You seem so much more like your old self! I was hoping that a change of scenery would do some good for you.

[podmeister.livejournal.com]

Yay!!!!

[angstzeit.livejournal.com]

Wonderful news! Breaking unhealthy patterns is a great thing.

It just remembered that my mom quit smoking while she was visiting San Diego. She was there to help my sister when my nephew was born. So it seems to be a good place to reset.

[b-bopper55.livejournal.com]

I am thankful for the fact that you feel you can share the thoughts about Aunt Tudi with Your MU. It helps if you can talk it out, doesn't it? I don't have that very often, so I am stuck in my haunted place, at least for a while longer.

[evcelt.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear it!