tinhuvielartanis: (Hey_Mon!)
I made a mistake this morning. I thought I was supposed to be at work at the bakery at 8 AM, but it turns out that I wasn't supposed to show until 12:30 and work until 8 PM tonight. Teresa, my boss at the bakery, was very happy to see me, though. The girl who worked last night ran into some problems and didn't get half of what she needed to do done before she left at 8 PM, so Teresa came into a serious mess when she arrived to make the doughnuts at 4 AM. She was so behind it wasn't funny and she's supposed to be back at the bakery at midnight tonight to take inventory. Needless to say, she was a panic attack on two achy feet. She asked if I'd be willing to stay and help her get caught up, leave at noon, then come back at 4 to close tonight. Of course, I didn't mind, so here I am trying to get my feet to stop throbbing so I can go out and mow the grass before I need to clean up my act and go back to Ingles at 4.

My moon has been particularly atrocious this month and I feel more like dying than I do pulling bread dough out of a freezer at the bakery, especially after mowing grass for an hour, but onward I trudge regardless. Something tells me that I'm going to keel over like a dead woman once I'm home to stay tonight.

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Oct. 20th, 2002 03:25 pm
tinhuvielartanis: (2folx)
So I woke up weeping this morning....weeping of all things! I do not weep ::she says in her best Lt. Worf voice::
I think it's them thar womanly hormones.
Lew spent two hours cheering me up ~ and that was very cool of him, but I'm still feeling *fragile* or whatever the hell it is.
PMS (or PMDD) sucks...and not in a good way. I'm not sure if crying is better for me than my previous monthly reaction to hormonal surges. Before I just wanted to squeeze people's necks til their heads popped off. I was literally sent to my doctor by family, friends, and coworkers who feared for the well-being. The doc put me on Serafem at first but it did nothing but make me want to eat and sleep all the time. When she asked me if my symptoms had gone I told her no. I still wanted to slap people's skin off but now I had no energy to do so.
So she took me off the Serafem and put me on birth control pills. I no longer want to be the instrument of mayhem in the lives of others. It's a glorious thing...except for the crying. I guess now I'm just a menace to myself instead of being a menace to society, so I shall grin through the tears and bear it.
Maybe I can get Lew to come back over and cheer me up again.

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