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tinhuvielartanisHe fell into a blue funk and said the worst thing in the world:
What? WTF? I know it's depression and frustration at his slow recovery talking, but this just really hit me hard. It's like he cannot or will not see how much he really means to me and how I truly have eyes for no one else.
He is feeling his age and calling himself an old man. My heart aches for him and has ever since his accident. I don't care how old he is or how old he feels, he is the man and the soul that I implicitly adore, and I weep when he expresses the idea that I would ever want to trade him off for someone younger or supposedly better able to fulfill me.
Two more weeks and he can walk again. Hopefully then, his spirits will rise and he'll see the error of these misguided assumptions regarding my needs and desires. Until then, I weep for him since he refuses to do so himself.
"You need to find a young man who can fulfill you."
What? WTF? I know it's depression and frustration at his slow recovery talking, but this just really hit me hard. It's like he cannot or will not see how much he really means to me and how I truly have eyes for no one else.
He is feeling his age and calling himself an old man. My heart aches for him and has ever since his accident. I don't care how old he is or how old he feels, he is the man and the soul that I implicitly adore, and I weep when he expresses the idea that I would ever want to trade him off for someone younger or supposedly better able to fulfill me.
Two more weeks and he can walk again. Hopefully then, his spirits will rise and he'll see the error of these misguided assumptions regarding my needs and desires. Until then, I weep for him since he refuses to do so himself.
