Server Down

Our email server at work is down and will be for 2 or 3 days, maybe longer. This means I'm going to have to talk to these bozos...
damn

Llew, Presskit, Pain

There was a fair amount of drama yesterday. I poured out my negativity, fear, and pain and it wasn't received very well. Llew offered to let me go, saying he didn't want to cause me anymore pain. This, on top of the bad news about my father, just threw me into full panic mode. We talked about it, face to face, and he doesn't want to break up. He's just afraid of causing me pain. I don't want to break up either, but I'm going through a lot right now, and I need someone to lean on. As it stands, in two days we're coming together to decide where we go from here.

I'm sending a promo pack to RCA. Hopefully, they'll take Barry's music and do something with it. That would be a Good Thing.

Today, I got up in mortal screaming pain. The sciatica is worse and no my upper back has gone out and I'm having shooting pains down my right arm. I can barely fucking move. On top of that, I'm battling a migraine headache, brought about I'm sure by all the crying done over the weekend. It's becoming apparent that I should not have come to work today, but it would just be worse on me later if I took any time off.

All I want to do is sleep.

Barry

Doing what he does best.
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