tinhuvielartanis: (Cadmus Castigation)
The Cliffs of Insanity ([personal profile] tinhuvielartanis) wrote2010-04-22 01:46 pm

WTF is wrong with me?

Okay, update. Psych finally listened to the fact that I am intractable and do not react normally to teentsy doses of anything. They just make me miserable. So she prescribed me Zyprexa with the warning that I could gain weight. What's the point in being pudgy and dead from lack of sleep? So I could be sabotaging my gastric bypass, but I either sleep or I'm dead. Last night, I slept for thirteen hours. I feel like James Bond poisoned my drink, shaking it beforehand, never stirring.

I'm writing again. I wrote a tad bit on The Blood Crown and the preface to The Augury of Gideon, both of which can be found here and on Facebook. I'm also preparing to update the Shriekhistory for the new Electric Facepage on Facebook. If you haven't joined, please do so. I sent a sackload of invitations to folks on FB, most of whom joined. Barry then made the comment on his FB that he was pleased with the burgeoning membership. He doesn't know I was behind it.

I outed Scott McClure as the primary anchor for Faust and James McAvoy for the anchor for his mortated form of Kallum McCreary. This character has more anchors than a soul who suffers from dissociative personality disorder, which is funny, since I never planned for him to be a main character. He was a plot device. Then again, so was Cadmus at one point.

I'm crushing bad on someone right now. It's happened periodically in the past few years. This is something I work on diligently never to happen, but it still does at times and it distresses me when it does. It pisses me off, alarms me, and makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with me. I know I would never have a chance with this person and I never ever want to endanger the friendship, so I just gripe, which one of the things I do best.

Tonight, when I get home, I'm going to try to write more. I may end up writing The Blood Crown and The Augury of Gideon simultaneously. The two main songs driving my urge to write these is "Gin-Soaked Boy" by the Divine Comedy and "Feels Like a Planet" by Shriekback. This is going to drive me mad...as mad as Gideon. ,

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