...>:|

I am being held hostage. By my own dedication and desire, I am being held hostage. It's like I am trapped in some hellish loop caused by the Law of Attraction. Instead of like attracting like and the subjects moving on, the Law has become a tennis match, like attracting like attracting like attracting like, the volley seemingly neverending and never changing. I don't think I want this anymore. I am tired, wounded, and disappointed.

I want out of this, but I don't know how to make it happen. I'm locked into an exchange, for it has existed so long, it's too powerful to overcome.

I am being held hostage. By myself and the reflection of myself.