A Sign of Healing
May. 1st, 2006 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Eight years ago today, I met the Harpist and experienced love at first sight, which led to the deepest grief I've ever experienced. Thirty minutes before the day ends, I just now thought about that. Could it be that I am finally beginning to truly heal? Could it mean that, someday, my spirit won't bleed when I hear certain traditional Celtic songs? Or have I just successfully hardened myself to the point where I don't care enough to remember and ache as a result of that remembrance?
I don't know.
Maybe next year I won't mark that Bealtainne as the ninth year out.
I don't know.
Maybe next year I won't mark that Bealtainne as the ninth year out.